Today was one of those days where I really wish I could come home to her. One of those days were I'd throw a pizza in the over and put on Scrubs so we could just relax and watch it together. The more and more I think about it, I'm not missing someone next to me. It's actually her I'm missing. I wish it wasn't like this. Maybe if it wasn't I'd get over her easier. I worked alone again today. Co-worker called off, which happens, it was just really busy today and it always sucks to work alone. She wasn't home at all today, which makes me wonder what she did all day. Did she spend more time with him, even though she says she broke it off with him? I'm really not sure what to believe anymore. She says she's one of those people who doesn't like to make others hurt. What if she says things just to try and make it so I don't hurt as much? She says she's gonna get her belly button pierced tomorrow. I was always against it, even though I think it would look unbelievable sexy on her, I always like rubbing my hand on her smooth stomach too much for her to do it. I suddenly lost all will to do this, so...